believe it or not

*i can see it so clear

*am full of doubt and fear

*i don't know why

*it seams to be a lie

*is it my mind

*or am not kind

*is it my emotions

*or i tried to get promotions

*or is it the words

*i always wanted to say

*so u would stay

*and never go away

*i feel guilty

*why did i let go

*and didn't make u grow

*and just let u flow

passing through some bad time

when your fed up of living 
when you only wanna dye 
when your life turns to hell
and you don't stop cry

that is when life is away from you
when your life is drawn with black 
no colors shining in the back 
even the white hope is gone 
when you left me all alone

but wait i won't cry 
or try to go and dye 
i'll live my life to tell
how you got me still
how we had our kiss 
but then you left me to hiss